Update

I kinda forgot about this site again (whoops) so I guess I better do an update (I'm not even to sure why I write on here, I haven't told any of my friends so it's kinda just more for me).

I've been going jogging like 5 times a week my my best mate Steph, I never really expected to enjoy exercise lol but I really do, I feel fitter, healthier and even thinner but when I get on the scales I've put on like 3 pounds, which doesn't make any sense since I used to eat ALOT of junk food and just sit around playing computer games, and now I'm down to normal and pretty healthy meals and no junk food at all, so I thought I would loose weight. As well as the jogging I walk my dogs as much as I can and I'm still doing belly dancing on Mondays, also soon will be starting ballet (which is pretty funny cause I'm about as graceful as one of those hippos from fantasia) and maybe street dancing, belly dancing improved my confidence so much I figure I'll keep up the dance classes. But I have actually lost nearly 2 inches off my waist so I guess it's just turning to muscle, my mum says my clothes look like they hang off me so maybe I am loosing it.

I'm so annoyed with Tomb raider underworld, I'm finding it really hard, and to took me nearly a week to get to a point one of my mates got to in a day. I'm really considering shoving it back in my game rack and leaving it til last, especially since I still have bioshock to complete.

Oh, I didn't get that job.

I'm currently reading Tales of a slayer 2, not as good as the first one so it's taken me a bit longer so get into but I guess it's probably just cause it's kinda samie. I got like 30 Buffy books off eBay for £4 so lots of reading to do, and yes I am awair of how sad it is to still hold on to the buffyverse, but it's nice to read other people takes on the stories and where people think it coulda gone.

I recently watched role model, 17 again and I love you, man. Role model was my favourite, I was literally sitting in my house on my own in fits of laughter, so good. 17 again was kinda depressing cause it made me realise I'm never gonna be a teen again kinda scary, and I love you man was also really good but kinda along the same lines most films go along these days.

It's my 21st in July, god how much do I not want to be 21. But In a traditional Kerry way I'm going to act like it's a nice exciting thing and have a party, wanna have a foam party with a band (yea I know, not a sensible idea) but the only place I could do it is chav central, and they might not like me having alternative bands, especially since one of them is a metal band.

I just signed up for twitter and within 3 seconds realised there was no point, if I want to update people I can go on facebook, if I want to blog I can come on here. I don't really like talking about myself so I don't wanna blog where everyone will be sent it. This is more for like if I forget stuff cause the other day I realised I don't really remember much from before I was 13, and I don't wanna forget again, it's like half my life is just gone, like someone put me here and saying "I'm taking away your childhood so you'll have 13 less years to live, enjoy". so now I'm writing things down and taking loads of pictures and everyone seems to think I'm a weirdo lol. I'm gonna look back on this site in 5 years time and be like "my god did I every shut up" lol

I was talking to Nicky today (I should state this in case someone does read this, Nicky is my friend from wales, he played a game or something with one of my friends online when they where like 15 and then they did that thing where you invite everyone online on your msn into a big convo and I got talking to him and we had so much in common we just kept talking. I haven't met him yet but I've been talking to him for 6 years and we're at the point where we know where each other lives and have phone numbers and we've spoken to alot of each other mates so I know what he's said is true, and I'm planing to go and meet him, hopefully soon) I haven't sat and just talked to him all day in quite a while, I really missed it. It's made me really wanna go up and see him, maybe I'll try this Summer, I'm just kinda worried about it cause I'm really shy and I'm worried my shyness will kick in and now I've stopped drinking I can't just have some drinks to chill, I start panicking that he's gonna think I'm an idiot and I'll probably start stuttering or something and then I end up saying really stupid things when I'm nervous or talking about crap that no one really want to hear about. But then I really wanna meet him so I guess I'll just have to push passed it and when the nervousness goes he'll realise that I'm not actually an idiot lol... I hope.

Ok now I'm babbling on about nothing to no one so I'll probably come back on here when something interesting happens, which will probably be never... lol